Thursday, August 31, 2017

Four Days

     for DS

And three nights driving half way across the 
Country.  Keep moving, don’t stop—western sun—
Always forward.  Texas, New Mexico, 
Red soils, arroyos, mesas, rust colored 
Soil—Albuquerque, some “No Vacancy” 
Hotel, Arizona, this restless heart 
Without cease.  The Earth now some other place, 
Made different by night, day, night and day, 
Night and day, day—how far still left to go.  
San Fidel Sagebrush to the horizon, 
This hot October afternoon.  Flagstaff’s 
Mount Elden, naked under sun.  Winds rush 
Almost into speech, whispers of winter 
Soon to come—driving headlong, the motion 
Set months, years before, but only now lay 
Clear the roads through the night and Navajo 
Lands.  Coyotes headlights ghost.  In the vast 
Moonless dark, constellations shift, touch, move 
Away in silent desert sky.  Near Lake 
Powell, low in the east, crescent light, a 
Single star within her absent heart, then 
A misty red glare.  No map, just moving 
North, without concern—or car insurance.
Mountains covered in fall, hum incessant—
The signs of distress, demise, Idaho 
Fields of dust.  Details fade—trucks, roads, talking 
Out loud—in the car, alone.  Oregon hole 
In the wall diner, biscuits and gravy, 
Sunshine through hazy gray cigarette smoke.  
A beautiful dead butterfly—Baker 
Valley.  Hood River, ninety miles an hour.  
The Gorge’s full moon—foggy blue eve, gazing 
East from Rooster Rock—climbs dark winter sky, 
Out from the river, grasps for ascension.  
Almost home, this land, this place—before I 
Came back, before I left, facing away.