Sunday, September 24, 2017

This Hand

        The old Man still stood talking by my side; 
        But now his voice to me was like a stream
        Scarce heard; nor word from word could I divide;
        And the whole body of the Man did seem
        Like one whom I had met with in a dream;
        Or like a man from some far region sent,
        To give me human strength, by apt admonishment.
                  William Wordsworth, Resolution and Independence

You’re a good person.  I can tell cause I 
See real clearly.  You’re probably laughing,
Thinking I’m some old fool.  Sure am.  But I 
Still see cause I know where silence is and 
I go every chance I get.  Practice long 
Enough and you start to live there.  Do you 
Believe me?  Sure you do.  You want to,  I 
Can tell.  I saw you practicing.  But you 
Gotta grow up yet.  You’re too weak, thinking 
You know this and that.  All that learning did 
Is make the I show more often—I think 
This, I know that, I want this, I need that.  
Why you got more I fighting for space in 
You then there is you.  It’s okay, though.  You’re 
A good person.  You have a good heart.  You’re 
Asking the right questions.  Keep asking.  But 
You gotta be stronger.  You’re weak.  You know 
What that means?  No, you have no idea.  
Oh, but you think you do, I can tell by 
That sharp eye you just threw.  I ain’t telling 
You what to do, just saying you have to 
Find a strength within.  You gotta watch what 
Comes outta your mouth, and if you can’t stop 
The garbage then stop talking.  You always 
Want more, but if you know where you are, what 
You are, you wouldn’t want for nothing.  And 
All them folks running crazy, chasing this 
Or that, thinking what makes them busy is 
Life—they’re at stages in-between.  But see, 
Most people are caught.  Their attention is 
Taken in by what they think they need or 
Want—they can’t direct it to what they are.  
Are you listening still?  Good, cause you need 
To hear this.  Give me your hand.  Look at how 
Soft and clean and little it is.  Now look 
At mine.  It looks ugly to you don’t it?  
All gnarled up like it is, but it’s just a 
Hand.  Can you see where this hand has been, what 
It’s done to survive?  You’re thinking it’s done 
Bad.  Can you see this hand holding a bird
Or a flower?  Just this morning it did.  
See the bird and the flower they ain’t got 
Distracted eyes like you.  They see the hand 
For what it is—a tool.  What have you done 
With yours?  It doesn’t look much used to me.  
Learn to know things for what they are, not just 
What they seem.  Sure, they are always changing.  
That’s what life is, but you’re looking at what 
Seems to be, making decisions on that 
Fool notion.  When they ain’t that way next time 
You bother to look, you feel let down by 
The world—it’s just going about its own
Business, you’re the one letting yourself down 
Because you ain’t looking right.  But don’t fret 
None.  You’ll hear what I’m talking soon enough. 
Okay, then, I’ll be going now, thank you. 

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