This Hand
The old Man still stood talking by my side;
But now his voice to me was like a stream
Scarce heard; nor word from word could I divide;
And the whole body of the Man did seem
Like one whom I had met with in a dream;
Or like a man from some far region sent,
To give me human strength, by apt admonishment.
William Wordsworth, Resolution and Independence
You’re a good person. I can tell cause I
See real clearly. You’re probably laughing,
Thinking I’m some old fool. Sure am. But I
Still see cause I know where silence is and
I go every chance I get. Practice long
Enough and you start to live there. Do you
Believe me? Sure you do. You want to, I
Can tell. I saw you practicing. But you
Gotta grow up yet. You’re too weak, thinking
You know this and that. All that learning did
Is make the I show more often—I think
This, I know that, I want this, I need that.
Why you got more I fighting for space in
You then there is you. It’s okay, though. You’re
A good person. You have a good heart. You’re
Asking the right questions. Keep asking. But
You gotta be stronger. You’re weak. You know
What that means? No, you have no idea.
Oh, but you think you do, I can tell by
That sharp eye you just threw. I ain’t telling
You what to do, just saying you have to
Find a strength within. You gotta watch what
Comes outta your mouth, and if you can’t stop
The garbage then stop talking. You always
Want more, but if you know where you are, what
You are, you wouldn’t want for nothing. And
All them folks running crazy, chasing this
Or that, thinking what makes them busy is
Life—they’re at stages in-between. But see,
Most people are caught. Their attention is
Taken in by what they think they need or
Want—they can’t direct it to what they are.
Are you listening still? Good, cause you need
To hear this. Give me your hand. Look at how
Soft and clean and little it is. Now look
At mine. It looks ugly to you don’t it?
All gnarled up like it is, but it’s just a
Hand. Can you see where this hand has been, what
It’s done to survive? You’re thinking it’s done
Bad. Can you see this hand holding a bird
Or a flower? Just this morning it did.
See the bird and the flower they ain’t got
Distracted eyes like you. They see the hand
For what it is—a tool. What have you done
With yours? It doesn’t look much used to me.
Learn to know things for what they are, not just
What they seem. Sure, they are always changing.
That’s what life is, but you’re looking at what
Seems to be, making decisions on that
Fool notion. When they ain’t that way next time
You bother to look, you feel let down by
The world—it’s just going about its own
Business, you’re the one letting yourself down
Because you ain’t looking right. But don’t fret
None. You’ll hear what I’m talking soon enough.
Okay, then, I’ll be going now, thank you.
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